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binging?
well last night i killed $100 of yak tonight im hopefully grabbin an 8-ball. its my bday so i like to have fun but im just trying to not let this be a habbit.
i cant bealieve i killed $100 of yay. i think they were 1 gram bags for 50 a piece and i got 2. i cant sleep obviously sinve ime so wired. kinda wait for the crash so i can smoke and pass out . that or ill pop a klonopin (was takin them earlier) i get a script of those about once a month and there gone in 3 days.
seems to me like im binging on my non-weed drugs? and i mean as long asa i stay in control doesy anyone else see anything worng wit it?
its not like i crave coke or pills, but when they are around i do gaba em. i dunno i grew up with straight edge friends whod kill me if they found out i pop pills or do some yak.
i guess im just starting to question if i have a probelm, or im just having fun like most people at age 20-21.
i mean i really like coke but i know ill get hooked if im not careful. however im grabbin an 8 ball tmrw for my bday. i know it will be gone fri night between me and MAYBE 1 oter person but i doubt it. but i dont crave it and i feel i ahve contorl over it.
i just killed like almost 2 grams and im watching the sun rise. i love it but at the ssame time i question it all
what GC/s opinion?
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Last edited by waterhurley; 05-16-2008 at 09:50 AM.
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