I won a raffel for $800 and was extremely excited. I bought 25 xannies, 4 X's and some alcohol. Come home around 8pm pop all 4 rolls, take 2 xannies and start drinking a beer.
Thats the last thing I remember. Supposidely I took more xannies and drank more beer continuosly through the night and kept falling down and bumping into shit in my room.
My parents could hear lots of noise coming from my room around 1am and see me laying on the ground with my eyes completely rolled in the back of my head. I was completely drenched in sweat and couldn't even put my socks on when my parents tried taking me to the ER.
Get to the ER and take a blood test/piss test/and get 2 IV's of some fluid to help counter the drug. So now i'm basically on the last straw with my parents and have to make a decision in my life.... move out or get help (rehab)
I have chosen rehab since I cannot afford to live on my own yet, I am still in college.
I just felt like posting this because I feel extremely depressed and feel like I have disappointed my parents so much. My mom was crying and shaking just asking herself "What did I do wrong?"
So a break from drugs is the best for me. You guys enjoy yourselves. Ill be back someday soon. I wish you all the best of luck
