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If I were you I wouldn't identify your mom's use and its effect on you as a genetic weakness. If you are determined to not let yourself cave in and become what you see in your mum, then I don't think you will.
Its the same with me and Ecstacy, when I took that first one, I KNEW I was going to take it again. Sure I could have just stuffed it away, and forgot about it, but I didn't want to. I also didn't want to become a statistic, so I limit myself to a maximum of twice a month, more than a week between, and it REALLY isn't hard at all to stick to this.
However. . . a medication like Adderall is WAY different than E, or I would think. Something like that might start a chemical dependence, I can't be sure. . . but I would assume. So in your position, I'd probably opt to avoid Adderall.
HOWEVER I am in no position to tell you not to, because I'm not sure if you've got the integrity to keep your promise to yourself, weather or not there is a serious risk of addiction, or how often you would plan to use it.
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