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bad trip?, laced weed?, HELP!
I am a weekly pot smoker and I have always handled myself fine until yesterday when i had one of the most terrifying nights of my life.
There was a huge May Day festival going on in my city and there was going to be tons of hippies and pot smokers plus live music so my friends and I decided to join. We got to the festival around 8pm (it was an all night festival) and proceeded to roll a fat joint. We passed the joint around and I only had 3-4 drags (but they were BIG drags). Keep in mind though that I'm a lightweight and only takes one bong hit for me to get stoned.
I had to go to the bathroom so I started walking along the trail to an outhouse (the festival was in a big open park). I started to feel the familiar pot symptoms I get, but when i got to the bathroom I was thrust into a whole other dimension.
The first thing I noticed was how fast and hard my heart was beating. It literally felt like someone was pounding on my chest. My heart usually speeds up a bit when smoking but never this intense. When I got inside the bathroom I felt really dizzy so i sat on the toilet. Then things got really fucked up. My vision got extremely messed up. First everything was spinning back on forth, kind of like when you are drunk. Then my whole body became completely numb and I could only feel the "pressure" of things (hard to explain). I was panicking really bad at this point and I felt that I was only safe in the bathroom. I got a few sips of water at sat down again. My vision got weirder, everything became so slomo that I could literally only see in "pictures". Through my eyes everything was like a sideshow of some sort. When I moved my hands in front of my face, I could see that "afterimage" of my hands.
I stepped outside and I had completely forgot where I was, what I was doing, who I was, and what was going on. I wanted to try and calm down so I laid down in the grass. When I looked up at the sky, It felt like my body dissapeared and I was flying through space. This didn't help so I closed my eyes and tried to go to sleep. Bad Idea. When I closed my eyes I could se black and white patterns everywhere. I was REALLY terrified at this point.
In my mind I thought I was just having a really lucid dream, or that I was dying, or that I had already died and I was in the afterlife. I kept thinking of extremely weird things and thought that monsters were all over the park. Really fucked up stuff. My hearing was really messed up too. Everything sounded really far away and echoey. It's VERY hard to explain what was going on. But it was literally like going into a whole new dimension of reality. The grass and sky would keep getting really big, and then really small. It felt like I was deep inside of my mind and I was traveling through my memories and sub conscious. I had no connection to reality whatsoever. In my mind I was really scared, but my body would start laughing for me or start talking. It was almost as if I had split into two personalities, my "mind" self and my "body" self. It was having extreme out of body sensations.
I think it had been around 30-40 mins after I had smoked at this point.
It's really hard to remember anything at all from this point, but my friends told me what happened. Apparently they found me laying in the grass by the bathrooms and I was mumbling gibberish and not making any sense. So they took me over to this huge fire pit and they said that I was going up to random people and start talking and I would start yelling out random words. This was a hippie fest so pretty much everyone there was stoned or tripping too, so I'm sure i didn't freak many people out. Anyways, I guess I watched fire dancers, drank a few beers, went into some strangers tent, and ate about three boxes of skittles. Oh and I ran from the police. My friends also said that I was changing my emotions frequently, I went from laughing my ass off, to begging them to call an ambulance. I do remember doing all of these things but at the same time it all just feels like it was a huge dream. I can only remember certain moments and places. The whole experience had similar feelings of being REALLY drunk, where you have no clue what the fuck is going on and keep blacking out.
I woke up in my friend's room the next day extremely confused. I knew where I was, who I was, etc. but i still felt a strong sensation of confusion. For the next 3-4 hours, I felt mildly stoned and dazed, before i finally felt full reality.
Can anyone please explain what might have happened? My friends smoked all the same weed as me, and they said they felt no different than how they usually feel, So i don't think it was laced weed. I'm really freaking out about this though, it didn't feel like weed at all. It was literally a whole outer dimension i never thought existed. I've never done shrooms or acid or any psychedelic drugs, but from trip reports, I felt a lot of the same symptoms as a psychedelic trip
I tried to explain what happened to best I could, but if you have any questions please ask.
Please help!
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