[negligent]

nah i'm not proud of it, i'm just too honest and open, its how i've always been, i've always told people about my drug use and addiction, i think the more i refer to myself to others as a heroin addict the more it sinks in and makes me want to change

i dont think theres anyone whose proud to be any kind of addict, its a disease.

the guy asked if anyone had experience with dope, n i said i had n that i'm addicted, maybe that will persuade him from steppin his game up to the needle, cuz the high isnt all that addictive, its the rush that traps you

and people on here have been calling me a heroin addict far longer than i've actually been one, so now if i just say i'm a heroin addict they cant try calling me a heroin addict to insult me, since so many people on this forum enjoy making ignorant comments about me since they dont feel comfortable about themselves, they use me to be like "oh well i blow all my money on weed and smoke everyday n if i cant find weed it really stresses me out, but AT LEAST I'M NOT LIKE THAT GUY! HE DOES HEROIN! WHAT A FUCKING WORTHLESS PEICE OF SHIT! I BETTER TELL HIM HOW MUCH OF A WORTHLESS PEICE OF SHIT HE IS TO REMIND MYSELF THAT I'M NOT THAT BAD SINCE I ONLY BLOW MY MONEY ON WEED AND NOT HEROIN!!! BECAUSE HEROIN IS ADDICTIVE! WEED IS GOOD FOR ME THATS WHY I SMOKE IT EVERYDAY ALL DAY!

end of rant/explanation