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ya heres some info DONT DO IT
Seriously heroin ruined my fucking life. Everything used to be great, I had a girlfriend, lots of friends, a TON of money, a TON of bud.
Slowly I turned into a gun toting dope dealer, who got a gun pointed to his head, robbed big time, lost all my friends, failed my classes at school, lost my girlfriend, got my gps stolen at gunpoint, lost all my money, everything.
My life would be sooo good right now but I started fucking with that shit, the withdrawals arn't really that bad, its what it does to you before that is. I lost everything, and now I'm super depressed as I slowly try to build back my life, I end up sitting home all day every day because I have nothing else left.
And you know whats fucked, I had my gun on me when I got robbed (by my dealer) at gun point, and I could've been shot, or gone to jail if I pulled it out. Instead I took my hand away from my pants, put it on the steering wheel, and let it all slip away. That was the end of it for me, no more, went through withdrawal, realized I lost it all, but I'm alive thankfully, I had some punk with his stupid lil revolver stuck to my head when my police issue glock 9 would own him, but what could I have done.
Bottom line, it ruined my life. Will I sniff a line if someone offers it, yes, because I know the dangers of doing it too much. But I was stupid, I thought addiction was fake, and I thought pushing dope was like pushing weed WRONG, I ended up carrying a gun in the darkest parts of the city and well sorry for babbling on but it ruine my life
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