[littlestblue]

when i was little i had 3 re-accuring dreams, all super vivid..(((same thing happened everynight, no control although i had total self conciousness)))..then when i moved too a different town the dreams stopped....up until about last october i didnt have any control or recollection of my dreams ((((although i did have this one amazing dream where i woke up on a friday morning and went through my whole day at school,,,everyclass, assignment,conversation,lunch,play practice...))) then i woke up thinking it was saturday morning.....FUCKED UP MY WHOLE WEEKEND....oh yeah, up until about a year ago i couldnt even tell i was dreaming, then when i moved back too iowa from oregon,,,i suddenly had control of my dreams,,,on everything but color (((i only see the primary colors(((redblueyellow))) and everything else is gray, with light contrasts in the grays...i love turning my dreams into sex dreams...i always wake myself up before i cum.....i hate sleeping nekkid and spluging everywhere......its so messy...i almost came on my fur 2 weeks ago..i would have died....