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i always remember my dreams.i usually see very alive and strange dreams. always colorfull .i had several lucid dreams in years but the last was sooooo stupid...i dream of a lincoln from prison break... i was supposed to help him with sth. and i am not a fan .have no clue why i dreamt about him. most of the dream of course was me trying to running and trying to ecsape FBI but i knew it was a dream.

my first lucid dream was two years ago and was really scary. i was at my bed and i was trying not to sleep but the moment i closed my ees i was in dark red place. like the inside of a empty biulding. could see no window or door. just a space . it was red lighted but i couldnt find any lamps and it was really scary cause i was filling like drowning. i was trying to wake up but i couldnt and everytime i would open my eyes i would see my room for a sec and then fall back asleep. i cant tll how much time this was happening but it seemed long. the thin is i knew i should wake up but i couldnt i couldnt run in the dream i couldnt do anything actually. when i finally woke up i saw the tv open while in my dream when i was waking up for a sec and then falling sleep again it was closed. now i dont know.maybe i was dreaming i was wakin up too... anyway.. i didnt sleep the rest of the night.. me and my dreams have a very stange relationship, plus they are way too strange..i have accoplished to explain some that really frightenme,you probably wouldnt believe me if i told you.
btw i also keep a diary of my dreams.