[Mr-2D]

Hi all i want to keep this relativly short and sweet and try not to bore many of you.

Ive been a hard weed smoker for around 8 years now an recently decided to try salvia. i tested with 10x, 20x, and 35x.

the first two did relativly nothing for me compared to what im about to explain. smoking with a pipe, 1 or two hits and holdin in for around 30 seconds.

I did a lot of research on this drug, as i meditate and im intrigued by mindcontrol an such things. i read a lot of peoples reviews and trips (perhaps this had an effect on my trip)

some people say you need a sitter to make sure your ok, but i was alone throughout these trips, in a safe setting, with lights off and no sounds.

the other week i had a rather "scary" trip as i did not expect this to happen, throughout my experience testin this drug it does not seem enjoyable nor relaxing, just very very weird.

TRIPS TIME -
First visual.
right my first real trip freaked me out it was the 35x,2 hits, 30 secs or so, an instantly i felt very heavy and almost drunk, my eyes opened and closed i an saw everything around me "flatten" turn into 2D objecs and i felt myself mould into my chair and become the chair this really freaked me out for my first time it sounds really small but was so intense as my arms felt square, i think i was fightin the drug slighlty and this may be why i saw it as scary, throughout this happenin i could promominently see greens, reds, and golds/browns and felt an uncomfortable presence throughout this flattening experience, it was almost an evil presence, and had flashing images of a face. i came out of it really freaked out, then about 30 mins after i felt fine.

This experience may be considered bad, and scared me enough to put me off it for a while.


Second Visual
This is my most intense experience yet i did 2 hits in one lung full and held them in for longer this time, and lay on my bed, closed my eyes and exhaled.
i instantly went somewhere weird, i could see through a tunnel vision kind of as if lookin down the side of my body, and there was a person/man/being flattenin my leg and morphing my body into a wall, my mind got scared an i was going to fight it again, but it took me a second to realise i was on a drug everything was ok. each time i tried to remember this i cud almost hear/feel a laugh or something from this presence as if to say "your mine" you wont remember, once i realised i was ok, i let go an let my body flatten, my whole body went into a sleep paralysis state and very rigid and stiff, throught still seeing this tunnel and this figure in a cloak lookin towards me menacingly as it observed my flattenin process. the whole trip was a red/green/goldybrown visual as always for me. this trip readin back doesnt seem very descriptive as i find it hard to write down what i see.

Can anyone relate to these?

since these ive tried it again in smaller doses and continually get this flattenin feeling as if something is trying to end/morph/flatten me?

i feel like i want to do more to see what happens when my bodys totally flattens and where it will take me but i also have the fear i may lose my mind for a bit, its the fear of the unknown.
also this presense i see/feel/hear throughout my testing is very unnerving and does not make me happy to try it again.

ive meditated, lucid dreamt, had OBE's in numerous states of mind and all seem nothing like salvia.

any advice/comments?

cheers for reading!!

MR 2D