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Originally Posted by beamish

i ate an eighth of shrooms for the second time (eaten shrooms plenty before, not that much though) with some friends. friends went to a mall, i didnt want to go, so i went home until they were done with the mall.
well my bad trip was due to three things - my parents were home, my friends turned their cells off, and i live near a fire station so you can always hear those bitches coming and going. so when my friends wouldnt answer their phones (off), i started assuming every siren i heard was for them, and that they were in a bad car wreck etc etc.
and then i started thinking i had taken too much (three hours after ive eaten them..) and proceed unsuccessfully to try and make myself throw up. not a fun time, but in between bouts of insanity, i was tripping baaaaallllllllllsssssss.

yeah dude, I have anxiety and I have that feeling when I'm not on anything...that's why I am kind of scared to do shrooms or even smoke to much...and suggestions