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Old 04-13-2008, 06:43 PM
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I always feel paranoid. and have several times (yay it's starting to work again!!) felt like I was schizo. Mainly because I'd go off on so many different rants about different thing. I'd be happy as a pickle at one moment and angry at another. Something I found to center myself though is falling in love with my surroundings. like, not thinking about religion all the time. or about my flaws or moods. but instead, loving the sun. or nature. or hell, warm tea. i find that i'm significantly happier every day than i was before. I used to think about suicide then too.
I try not to think and think and think about the hitty thing in my life.
of course this doesnt always work
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Thanks, that makes sense. I can relate... I woke up this morning feeling 10x better, dreams always make me so happy. To me they're more of a real life for me than reality.
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