So i have stopped smoking ganja for a while, but lately i've been having urges to do heroine and opium (WTF
) i've never done either before, but i used to do painkiller that where opiates. anyways
i had a dream that i was hitting up heroine in my room, and i hear my mom run in and yell "Are YOU HITTING UP!!" and i said out loud in my sleep, "Whaat?" and then i wake up and my mom is like, are you getting up, you overslept. and im like damn.... i was realllly scared. then i got these intense urges to try it because it "felt" so good in my dream.....
THEN. last night i had a dream i was snorting/shooting up heroine AGAIN. and then i said to myself "Well, at least it's not Black Tar Opium" and then i get crazy stoned on it. wake up, get the urge Again. Now i thought i made Black Tar Opium up, i have NEVER, EVER, EVER, hear dof this in my life. then i look it up on the internet and it is some crazy strong opium
! Frankly, im a little worried. my unconscious brain knows about drugs i dont, and its telling me to do them.... weird.
this was kinda a big rant, i really hope i never end up doing heroine, and before long i'll be able to toke up and get off these cravings ya' know?