alright, for starters i wanna go ahead n say that i used a paragraph of this in a post the other day in another area on the forum but it wasnt for the main idea for the thread. it was just somethin else i threw in there b/c i was high as a giraffes ass the time. haha im addin alot of shit to it though. the more i think about this, the more id like to have your honest opinions on the matter. im definitley elaborating on this. say what you want, flame me if you need to, whatever. i just want true opinions from you guys on this. alright? now with that outta the way, here we go...
i dont know how else to say it other than just saying it. mary jane has opened my mind and my eyes to shit i thought i could never see, feel or even begin to fathom. my life has been utterly enriched because of this herb. i know that i have no true
need for mary j. but i do
like to smoke it. i enjoy all the experiences that it brings. over the past couple years, it is safe to say that marijuana has changed me and my life
completely.. and
all for the better.
after smoking pot for a year or so, i began to think more deeply about my own life and what my purpose on this earth was. i started to discover my
true self. i was able to slowly begin figuring out
who i was and who i wanted to be. over time, i have developed a better image of myself both on the inside and out. im in better shape, i have a better job, im making more money, im back in school getting my associates in nursing (3.8 GPA right now), and the most important thing to me... ive learned how to
love and appreciate everything and everyone around me. ive learned to find peace within myself during the most trying of times (high or sober) and ive become more in touch with myself, and everything/everyone around me. ive made sooooo many new friends over the past few years just by becoming more open and friendly, and taking advantage of what ive learned about psychology and the humand mind. its almost all thanks to the 'deep-thought' sessions marijuana produces. i can get lost in my own mind, go through the events of the day/week/month, disect them (breaking down the 'cause-and-effect' of my actions) and learning how to be a better person in the end because of it. its like meditation for me. i mean, yeah i like to smoke sometimes to get FUCKED UP. like, completley outta this world
obliterated, but for the most part a smoke to get fairly high n just chill out thinkin about shit (anddd sometimes not thinkin about shit. haha). soooo yeah. thats my story. haha
i kind of hate having to say all this happened because of a "drug" (by societies standards anyways, thanks to the gov't)... but at the same time, i dont care. its a plant, yeah... but any plant that can turn someones life
completely around, make them
grow up and
see the world through their own unbiased eyes, and make them
a better person in general, damn right i support it!
thanks alot for the time guys. anything and everything is welcomed as a response. i just would like to hear what other people think about my situation.
toke up and peace out.
