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great post man Im really glad i read this. Ive had depression in the past and lately ive been feeling worse then ever.depresson runs in my family and ive had tried kill myself before i feared death as i was getting my stomach pumped. my senior year at high school was great but during the summer ive realized most my friends were fake and i burned alot of bridges even with kids that really were my friends. this perfect girl liked me for some crazy reason i dont know but i fuck it up for some stupid selfish reason. now im at college all my friends that go here im no longer friends with. i feel like shit, im broke, i havent talked to my parents in weeks and im constantly having thoughts of suicide and smoke weed to cope with it. I finally called my mom yesterday and told her i really felt then i called that girl (she called me last weekend but i ignored it.) I'm new to this city and still dont have a whole lot of friends but i feel better.
i feel like i can relate to alot man ive always been kinda of a loner and your post helped me understand my life more. i think everything will get if i just make an effort.
Srry i know this is a long rant had a hard time communicated all my thoughts i could go on and on about this.
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