It takes a lot of guts to open up like you did,and I thank you for it.
I wish you nohting but the best dude, Im still battling depresssion too but after reading your post ( which was damn long hehe)I feel like im getting better. We all have our ups and downs, but its how we deal wiht them that really matters.
Thanks so much for making my day.
+rep.
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RIP Daphney, we miss you!

Mitch? I really hope you're ok.
"When you're normal, people will accept you .But when you're deranged, people will make you their leader."-Christopher Titus
SOBER:Son Of a Bitch,Everythings Real!