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geetardude · #33 (**permalink**) 08-25-2007, 09:23 AM

I see there are others like me. I feel a bit relieved, now. I remember making a post about psychosis a bit back, but thats kinda cool that there are others like me.. or maybe its my own paranoia? As I just stated I got psychosis, I believe I have schizophrenia.. but I absolutely FEAR being officially diagnosed with it.

It's to the point that I lie to doctors, just so they dont tell me I'm a schizophrenic, it is one of my greatest fears. About 75% of ALL of that applies to me. You are not alone, brother. Maybe we should talk sometime, ya know, just for kicks...

As for your visuals, do you ever see demonic-type shit? Because, that's all that I see...

That sucks, that alochol triggers your shit. Alcohol does nothing to me, it is cannabis that triggers mine. I do not care, though. I will puff until the day I die. Peace, bro.

#33 (permalink) 08-25-2007, 09:23 AM
geetardude Buzzed Guitarist Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: Sullivan, IL Posts: 1,254	I see there are others like me. I feel a bit relieved, now. I remember making a post about psychosis a bit back, but thats kinda cool that there are others like me.. or maybe its my own paranoia? As I just stated I got psychosis, I believe I have schizophrenia.. but I absolutely FEAR being officially diagnosed with it. It's to the point that I lie to doctors, just so they dont tell me I'm a schizophrenic, it is one of my greatest fears. About 75% of ALL of that applies to me. You are not alone, brother. Maybe we should talk sometime, ya know, just for kicks... As for your visuals, do you ever see demonic-type shit? Because, that's all that I see... That sucks, that alochol triggers your shit. Alcohol does nothing to me, it is cannabis that triggers mine. I do not care, though. I will puff until the day I die. Peace, bro. __________________ "My guitars are my umbilical cord. They're directly wired into my head" - Kirk Hammett "I'm the one that has to die, when it's time for me to die. So let me live my life, the way I want to." - Jimi Hendrix "I love the guitar so much that it all sounds great to me no matter who is playing it. Even if somebody sucks, I can't hear the suckiness--it's all beautiful to me, brother" - Dimebag Darrell R.I.P.