[MoBUD]

I mistakenly broke up with this girl about 2 months ago. She was obsessed with me which is why I think I broke it off, but now as I sit in my room at night my mind just wanders to her. She stood by me as I had sex with other girls, begging me to take her back. I was completely ridiculous in my actions. I miss her but I think I've destroyed her.

She had sex with another guy to get back at me, started going to parties and lost all of her self control. I really miss this girl a lot, but I've hurt her in ways I can't even imagine. She's very hostile towards me now but I can get her to admit her feelings sometimes, depending on how I act.

Girl advice? I need to make this up to her.