[livingrace]

I know what you mean. I quit my job as a para at a middle school. I loved the job. I was in the library and helped kids WANT to read. Read Harry Potter to the mild to moderate class. It was awesome. But the politics...drove me crazy. I got paid $500.00 per month. Yeah...I know. I started having this dream that I was going to find the perfect job.

I had prayed and believed with my 26 year old for the perfect job for her and she got it. She is selling custom made suits to CEO's and shit. She's been extremely successful in it. She just bought a 2002 black grand pre last night. Completely on her own. Spent 3 1\2 hours dealing with it, loving it etc etc By the way, I am extremely proud of her.


I was out of work from May till Jan. I was getting really bored sitting at home, but here we are again with why that was goood because, I would have never found this place for this idea had I not started smoking everyday all day. But...I also NEEDED to get a job. Too much is too much. I actually waked and baked the other morning before work and successfully(the best day I've had there) made it through my day.

Anyway...I prayed and believed andI got a job where her biggest client owns, and it SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm on the phone all day talking to people. It's a title company. I find notaries to do peoples closings of their 2nd mortgages. I was like GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was believing for the perfect job, and what I got is a time clock, I got 1\2 of an occurance for having to go to court. Bureaurocry....And I have to be good...I want to do good...I want to walk in integrity. It is SSSSOOOOOOOOOOO hard!!!!!!! But, I believe in perfect timing.

But now after this morning, this is great practice to start connecting world wide. We can do it all with computer, phone, fax, e-mail etc. I can see why I'm there right now. It's all part of the big picture.

I've always taught me kids If you just believe God will never lead you in the wrong direction. God is love.

SO... anyways. Someone we know speaks Chinese, business knowledge. Can you imagine ... whatis is we have here????????????????????????????????????????????