[Dark_Angers]

So a while ago I posted about me getting into legal problems. Well because of this trouble I lost a close friend and girlfriend.

Well I talked to my ex tonight who has kept contact with my old friend and we got into a huge fight. Basically he has lost the trust of his family and is shunned by all who know him. I am responsible for this because I introduced him to weed. I thought he was mature enough but he wasn't.

Sorry my mind is filled with emotions right now and it is hard to get to what I am saying.

These fucking laws and sterio types about marijuana have ruined him. Everyone sees it as the death drug and will not change their mind. The love his parents had for him makes them act how they do because they fear for his well being. IE- Legal, health, ect... These negative ideas about weed have caused him to be out cast.

My ex who I was getting on better terms with just took a turn for the worst because we fought over legalization and how she though it was 100% my fault what happened to him and nothing to do with laws and ideas on weed.

(conversation excerpt)
a: except i actually help him. instead of selling him drugs that will just ruin the relationship he doesn have even more.
a: but whatever whats done is done
Godf0ther:wow un called for
a: im sorry im still pissed about that.
a: but whatever its in the past
a: there were alot of unsettled issues i guess.
Godf0ther:1.st i did help him work through things
a: and you always seem to catch me in the roughest of times.
a: im sure you did.
a: you just sort of ruined it by giving him drugs
a: not saying its all your fault
a: because it was his decision
a: but you coudhave stopped ut
a: *it
a: not that it was even your responsibility

He was selling on his campus and started getting dumb like smoking in public and such. Well he gets busted and everything goes down hill. I took it upon my self many a time to stop him from getting dumb and getting caught, but he would not listen. Now I get blamed for doing nothing.

She is extreeeeeeeeeeeemmmmllly anti-drugs, so I guess talking about laws was not smart. But see for yourself.
Godf0ther:weed is not a demon drug. it has been put into a negative view over many years
Godf0ther:families are ruined everyday because of arrest
Godf0ther:and it is scary sad and un called for
a: yeah. families are also ruined when left to deal with problems like their children smoking and selling drugs
a: because then the parents also have that on their shoulders.
Godf0ther:all because the laws are un just
Godf0ther:laws put this problem on parents
a: dont fucking pull that shit its illegal for a reason.
Godf0ther:no it is not
Godf0ther:do research learn
Godf0ther:don't spit shit out
a: the only reason its illegal is because they want to pull families apart, right?
Godf0ther:no
a: and im not fucking spitting shit out im just saying your mistake cost my family alot. so, you should be like clinically depressed right now because i know if i ever caused a family this much i would be.

I understand why she has this stance, but look at what damage the government has caused on families. Once again I take full responsibility for introducing him and giving him some, but if weed was never deionized none of this would have happened.

She then tires to pin everything on me which is bullshit, but w.e

All this has mad me realize how much damage the laws have done. I have been a victim of them. I can't fucking see a better reason for change then this. I don't want to see this happen to others it is very painful and stressful and sad. The government has corrupted enough people and it is time for change. The march on Washington thread I totally agree we should. NORML needs to take more action and hit stronger. What are we waiting for a powerful voice to lead us? Well that could be a while and in that time more lives are ruined.

When people are not able to accept the truth anymore and are just filled with propaganda the government has won. As long as I live I will not let is happen.

(sorry this is more of a rant I just really needed to get this out fuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccck)