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Originally Posted by whitewarrior
Smoke the weed from now on man! Good to hear you could control yourself.
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hahah i was so happy about just that one thing! cause all the trips i've had like this go bad and i just lose control but i was able to actually maintain (well appeared to be...but inside i was a infinite world chaos and insanity... shit for a little period of the trip i think i thought i was kidnapped and had finally realized what and where i really was and that my friends were really not friends but the kidnappers and they had me drugged on lsd and like i would go into the those repetetive thinsg where you just calm down and then feel crazy and know swomething is wrong and controlling you but you just can't controll yourself or it seems impossible to do anyting....shitshit shit im sooooooooo glad i came out of that knowing i had maintained myself and not done some actuall crack rocks (the crack i tried was just small traces of crystals..we were smoking herb out of a crack pipe that had been used for crack for like a year hah)...ya...i dont know how i typed all this and came up with being kidnapped from trying to respond to something having to do with self control . .. . . .