I am a big time pothead. Half of my high school knows me and a lot of them know I smoke, even some teachers seem to have noticed lately, just because too many people know me and talk about me in classes. I'm not bragging or anything, but it's just the way things are. I am a big big smoker, I get the dankest around, and since I live in a city with a good college to which i'll be going in a couple of months after I graduate, I have a lot of college friends too. The amounts of weed that go through my hands are a lot. Now after new years I realized it was getting a little out of hand: I permanently had 4 people in my room, with peaks of 13-15 people at a time, and my parents didnt like it.. It was pretty much all i did. Obviously I used to deal, but I stopped a couple of days after new years with that too. I guess it was just a moment of crisis, and I dropped some of the things I used to do. I was even convinced I would quit, but just the environment sucked me back into it. The first thing my friends did when I told them was laugh.. They just thought i was joking. Then they just dissed my every motive and smoked me out. That was also the day where I came up with the epic phrase "I'm not a pothead.. I just like smoking
" ahhah
Anyway, getting to the point now.
I have been smoking, but not selling, so my money is going down the drain. I got about 500$ left, and I can't work (for reasons i cant list here) for a while, and my parents will just give me money but not enough for somebody that just can't take the taste of middies anymore and has to puff on premium dank at least 4-5 times a day. I just ran out of my quarter of superdankass skunk i got, and it sucks. I smoked with a friend earlier, but now that I'm out, it sucks. Once you smoke this much, and many of you know because you are just as pothead as me, your highs only last this long, even with the dankest.. My system really doesn't function well, Im used to just getting ripped into the sleep because of my burning out every night, used to weed stimulating my appetite so I can't eat unless I force it upon myself pretty much, and I really don't like sitting through school without having wake and baked. The essence of the material is maybe 20-30 mins of class, the rest of it is just things i dont need to focus or concentrate on. With weed I doze off, without, I am permafocused on shit and people that i dont want to hear. I don't hate everybody, dont get me wrong, but you know how classrooms are.. people always have to do subject-related jokes, talk about shit that you dont want to hear, and so on and so forth. I study my materials, do great, but I just dont want to handle certain things if you get what I mean. It's not a big deal but it's just how it is.
Anyway, I have zero weed on an evening, once again in a month.. never happened me before.. im thinking of getting back at dealing.. I guess I just posted this to let you know how much I love that ganja green. I guess i'm addicted, but it's not a bad thing. It doesnt hinder me from doing what i need to be doing, im still in school, still doing more than fine, still having fun. Money's a bitch, but as i said.. i might get the streets on lock again ^^
anyway.. whatever :\
I just want some ganja, im bored :[
cigs just wont do it
