[silentrecon487]

First of all, I hope this is the right place to post this. If not, sorry.

I need some help. Im not a huge pot smoker, and I dont do it all the time, but I've done it 15 times or so. However, I've had a problem recently. This happened when I smoked last weekend, and it happened again this weekend (which are the past 2 times I've smoked). I'll explain.

Last weekend I was at a party, and me and my friends had some weed to smoke. We were outside and it was quiet and chill. I wasnt really nervous or uncomfortable or anything, because I was around my friends. All was normal, and we were passing around a joint. I took alot of big hits, but again, it was all normal. Maybe 5 or 10 minutes later, I remember putting my arm against a wall and saying "is this really happening?". From then on, for about 2 hours, I felt 100% in a dream. Its hard to explain. It really felt like I wasnt there anymore, but after about 10 seconds I'd "refocus" and realize that it wasnt a dream, and it was real. Then as soon as that happened, I'd snap back into the dream, and I just couldnt stay focused. I was freaking out, because I had no idea what was going on. I felt like this was never going to end. I kept slipping back into this dream and nothing felt real at all.

This happened for about 2 hours, and it got less severe as time went on. I sat down most of the time ouside, and was alone alot. I was shaking like uncontrolably for a long time, and my body got sore from it. It was such a bad experience. Finally, after the 2 horus or so, it stopped snapping back into the dream and I sorta actually felt real again. I got up and walked around and went inside and started talking, but everything still felt weird. I was still totally out of it. It still felt like I wasnt totally there, but I knew I wasnt dreaming. After I got home and went to sleep, I still felt really out of it the next morning.

So I dont know what it was, but it sucked. The last night, I wanted to smoke again and was wiht my friends. The only reason I did it was because I was almost 100% positive that it wasnt going to happen again. I even made sure, and only took 4 of 5 hits out of the pipe, just to be safe. But only a few minutes after doing it, the whole dream thing started again. I realized it was happening, and instantly got out of the car and walked around by myself. It was totally less severe, and not as bad as the first time though. After 20 or 30 minutes, I was able to go and hang out with my friends and we had a good time. I felt seriously so out of it, but it was like the same feeling after the 2 hours the first time. The dream thing stopped, but I was out of it. but what was weird though was, if i started thikning about it, the dreaming started happening again. I dont know whats the deal with it.

which is why I'm posting here. I've heard about things like this happening to first timers, but I'd done it before many times, so I'm wondering why it happened. Anyone know what caused this? And is it always going to happen? I love smoking, but I cant stand this feeling. Is it ever going to go away and go back to being a normal high?