| One of the worst expiriences in my whole life.
First off I want to tell you all that im new to toking. Ive toked in total about 20 times max.
So yesterday I pick up a g and decide to roll my own and smoke alone (alone for the first time). I cautously (!!) took about 100 mg of bud and rolled that together with a cig. This all happend at around 6:30.
Sooo as you can imagine I smoked the whole thing. I put the roach in the trash can and go inside and I go to my computer and I realize that im doing some really stupid shit, but its not stupid looking back on it. Then I freak out realizing im so high that I just unplug the pc. At this time I start to panic cus it seemed like I was in a dream and I thought that In real life I was still sitting outside and had just lapsed into some coma or something. Needless to say I got a panic attack and I undressed myself to go to bed in a hurry.
I get in bed and turn the lights off and argh it seemed so fucking ungraspable at the time and it still does, but it was like I had landed in the department of forgotten thoughts in my brain. I was remembering moments from being a baby and there were symbols and I was really afraid that I would be this messed up for the rest of my life. I dont even remember the half of it. It was awful. Then I need to puke so I go to the bathroom and I puke in the toilet and later on again in my bed.
To make a long story short I wound up on the floor cus I had to put the sheets on my bed in the washing machine (strangly enough, I was able to do this task totaly normally just I felt like I wasnt in control of my body as hard as I tried).
I wish so badly that I had had a paper and pencil at hand because I really thought that I could draw the future and I had starteling revelations about the past.
Has this ever happend to any one of you all? Is my weed laced with something? I would really appreciate the comments. Last night is a night I will never forget.
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