well..no...not yet, technically..the bowl is packed, the nasty ass telemagikal squealflute fillibuster jenkins is ready...of course..i havent changed the bongwater in two weeks...its lookin pretty much like ass...but, its actually starting to taste good..except when i accidentally chug a good portion of it by clearing it too hard...i decided to pull the bowl out and clear it like a slide...but...well...gulp gulp gulp..cough cough cough, is pretty much how it went.
so, ive decided to play a game..im gonna continue ranting, and you get to guess when you think im stoned
ive also had a lot of shit on my mind...this is probably going to wind up seeming like some sort of diary entry unless i get stoned quick...so ill do a rundown, incase i dont get stoned quick
i dont have a job
cant find a job
tried like fuck
got court next tuesday
took a girls virginity and i dont really know if i love her
i care about her
alot
but i dont get butterflies and shit
i feel fucking terrible
...
RARR
its frustrating, i feel like im fucking broken or something, ever since evilexgirlfriend i havent been able to feel anything like that..no butterflies, no nothing.
i dont have a job, but, ive got the money for the ticket, i worked for it...i dont have a job, but i have shit to do for money....well..i DO have a job, but no hours....ive been everywhere putting in applications, everywhere that doesnt drug test that is.
it seems like the only thing productive in my life is smoking weed to clear my head, and lifting weights
, im actually starting to notice a change...but, i guess its prolly just cuz ive never stuck with it like i have this time
she was good though, better than i expected
HOLY JESUS IM STONED!!!!
oh..wait..you were supposed to guess...
this is a pre rant rant, up next, rant rant