[Talon]

yesterday i bought a half ounce from my friend for 50 bucks, he gave me a deal because i been buying from him every other day for the last 3 weeks. well, i go home, and put the weed in my closet, under my folded clothes. so i go to my friends friends house because i havent hung out with her in a year or so. well i come home, and decide to smoke a little bit before taking a shower, when i cant find my weed, anywhere. i really didnt want to go to my mom and ask her about it because she hates the fact that i smoke. so i go to bed VERY pissed off. i wake up the next day (this morning), and see that my mom and 2 bros are sitting at the kitchen table. i make no big deal out of it and get me some cereal and sit down to eat. my mom doesent want me to smoke, my bro is a arrogant fuck who thinks he knows EVERYTHING hes talking about, and my other bro is a part-time dealer and doesn't care as long as i don't let it take over my life. the conversation starts with:

mom: i found a bag of "drugs" in your room yesterday.
me: umm yea, i want my weed back please.
mom: i burned it.
me: YOU BETTER FUCKING PAY FOR IT THEN!
arrogant asshole brother: we dont want you living under her roof if you are going to be doing drugs.
me: first off, dont fucking call it "drugs," it is NOT like cocaine or heroin or meth or any of that bullshit. i have read and read and read about marijuana and i will hand your ass to you if you want to argue about it with me.
cool bro: man, chill, just dont smoke as long as you dont live here.
arrogant bro and mom: he shouldnt be smoking that garbage at all, it makes him stupid and it kills brain cells.
me: first off, its not garbage, second, you smoke cigarettes, its not very different that weed, except more addicting. third, who the fuck told you that it kills brain cells? living kills brain cells, humans only use like 5% of their brains anyways, its not like ill die from smoking weed.
arrogant bro: you dont know shit about it, youre just saying all that just to make it look harmless. im trying to save you from ruining your life.
me: dude, it is not addictive, you wont see me sucking dick for some damn weed. and why would it bother you if i was dumbed down, at least then you would be on my level.
cool bro: *starts laughing his ass off*
mom and arrogant bro: there is nothing funny about this, youre little bother is a drug addict and you arent helping him out.
me: thats right, im a drug addict, and youre a fucking pill-popper, those pills you take for epilepsy fuck you up in the head to the point where you start believing your own lies. i have read and researched many times and you can not in any way, shape or form win an arguement with me about marijuana. dont call it a drug, its not much different from the ciggs he smokes and the tea your brew, its a plant put on earth just like any other. you are born with THC receptors in your brain, now how can something be bad when you were BORN with the equipment to use it? thats like having a dick and saying pussy is bad for you, it is MEANT to be. (both of my bros started chuckling at that shit)
mom: well, if you are going to keep smoking those damn drugs, i dont want you in my house.
me: ill start packing.

i get up and leave, just dumping my cereal into the sink and looking at em like theyre fucking retarded, which they fucking are. how can they be so goddamn stupid? they refuse to read any facts, and prefer to believe their own bullshit lies and propaganda.

later my arrogant bro tries to have a convo with me.

bro: look, im just trying to help you, youre my little bro and i dont want you to fuck up your life.
me: i said it before, it wont fuck up my life. you done lost the arguement, and im not going to stop smoking. i expect to be paid back for my destroyed weed. i dont like you smoking cigarettes, but do i steal your cigs that you paid for and burn them? youre a fucking asshole and youre too stupid to realize it.
bro: look, i have smoked it on my 21st birthday, it scared me. i lost my mind when i smoked it, i was so scared, i didnt know what to do, how the hell can you like that feeling?
me: i dont get scared, i dont feel bad, i feel GOOD, i am happy, i love being high, all my problems go away and im content with the things i have. i am not hurting anyone so please leave me be. im not a kid anymore and i can make my own decisions in life. and about you being so high and scared, maybe you smoked too much and lost it since it was your first time, or youre lying out of your ass. i think youre lying. i want you to smoke with me so i can see how it affects you, and you can see how it affects me.
bro: did you know weed causes a lot of wrecks because people that are high dont know what they are doing? also, girls dont like it when a guy smokes weed, it makes them think theyre idiots and addicts. and who the hell wants to be friends with a pothead?
me: i drove high before, and its nothing like alcohol just so you know, it makes you pay MORE attention. if a girl doesent like me for who i am and what i do, fuck the bitch. you stupid fuck, many bitches think its cool to drink and get drunk and poison themselves and fuck up their lives, but a litte bit of weed NEVER hurt nobody. no one has ever died of weed. you get drunk, and you know you feel shitty the next morning, when i smoke, i just feel a little lazy. and yes i am a pothead, and i have MANY friends, even straight edge ones who are against drugs. i have more friends than you have now, or ever had. i accept people for who they are, i dont try to control them. i see youre just as stupid as mom is and refuse to listen to what i have to say, so please leave my room. i dont want to talk to you, what ever i say passes by you and you dont even take it into consideration.





seriously, my family fucking irritates the shit out of me. its like a fucking communist government, and IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING TAKE IT NO MORE. if you smoke weed, and your parents catch you, adult or underage, fight for your right! fuck it i have had ENOUGH! i am sick of listening to lies and propaganda and STUPID ASSFUCK PARENTS who think they know their shit, but would get their shit ruined by me in an arguement. i need some more weed now, next time i get a session to toke, ill dedicate it to grasscity and EVERY stoner, dead or alive. we are people too, we have made our life decisions, why cant we smoke OUR weed, and live OUR lives, when its perfectly fine for someone to go into a bar, and get shitty drunk, AND still be considered a normal person. FUCK THAT! no more of this shit, if any of my friends get caught and their parents give them shit, ill be right there with my friends fighting the WAR on drugs, ON THE DRUGS SIDE! i dont even know what it is, something just made me snap today and im sick of it all. if you had some thickheaded parents or friends that plain refused listen to what you had to say, POST IT UP! i want to hear it, because i feel like im the only one with stupid ass family as mine. it really makes me ashamed to carry my family's last name. shit, i would just change my last name to Potsmoker, but thats like wearing a shirt that says "I HAVE DRUGS ON ME, PLEASE SEARCH ME AND ARREST ME FOR POSSESION." man i dont know what it is, i just feel like i have to let it out somewhere, and this is the only place that i know would understand the bullshit we stoners go through.